hmm, i can't comment much since i'm attached cos everything i said, maybe is bias towards love. erm as for me with regard to relationship, i see it a different way from you all . i see relationship as a ' long term' . for eg: if i stay with this particlar person, i will put myself in the position that if one day i would marry that person, will i be tired of that person/ enjoy myself living with him / can he support me ? i know it's typical kind of thinking la, but the thoughts just come like that. for now, the status is boyfriend/girlfriend relalationship. later on,will it be husband/wife status? it's all girl thinking and i must say its so naive. but who wouldnt want to be naive to avoid the harsh reality?
so for my relationship, you may find me pointless to carry on with my current guy cos the things he did to me, his hot/cold attitude of everything . but the process of us is not easy to get by. it's something more special than the first one i had and somehow, i feel is so hard to give a stop right now . i find it so hard to explain the process that we both experienced. i have tried to live well after we break off but somehow, i feel so OMG LA, shattered ): what's become of me, i also dont know . maybe's if it's time to give up, i will (: for now , i just dont want to have much hope cos i dont want to feel so hopeless once again. i already feel so ' enough' of his nonsense but after we fought, he's the one that always call me back and start all over again. i think it's these little thing that i dont wish to give up on him now . and it's already the 7th months for us this wed.
i thanked the cliqque for standing by me at my down period .and the things you all did, it's much appreciated. however, i think it's time for me to learn relationships in a hard way and only then, i can understand the whole meaning of relationship in a ship ( analysed by sookfung). i dont ask for anymore for relationship except for comittments .
AND FOR US, everyday is just like a cliqque day for us. though some of you are working, but we still find time to look for you all at work (: this is a good thing that shows we care. working is not easy after all, i still prefer studying/mugging for exams (: wah, we are in different school now. distance doesnt kill right,we must have lunch often during our break time. AND PLESE SAY CONGRATS TO ME COS I GET MY OPTION I WANT (: woohoo, sp life is so great as ever .
take care buddies,you are also much loved by me :D
THE POWER OF SEVEN,
JEANNA
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